Rachael

just thought id say.

there was a day when someone told me the reasons i cut arent worth anything. they said there life was worse than mine. made me feel weak. that i cant deal with anything.

they made me worse. they made me angry. they made me cry for days.

even after being told that what they said was wrong, they still didnt even care. they didnt care that i threatened to go jump off my town bridge. they didnt care that soon they might be the reason why im dead.

but to be honest. i know no-one cares.

no-one will read this. no-one will take it seriously. i might kill myself after writing this by making myself upset again but no-one would care.

but. to those who told me i cut because of nothing. im going to say it now.

you dont know me. you dont know what ive been through or going through. And, you cant turn round and say i cut over nothing because the reasons i cut must be pretty big if they make me do horrific things to myself.

so. as i was saying. i bet no-one has really read this. i bet no-on really cares.

im going to go die now. alone.